不要波澜不惊，要像淡薄宁静的西湖水，底下蕴藏着温厚的力量。
却也不能死气沉沉，要有“再活五百年”的豪气，藐视群雄的霸气，面对现实的勇气。
走在平衡木上，我们怀揣着多日积累的经验跟准备，以平静的心去博得人生的巅峰。

万物平衡，你便是世界的中心

好久再被文字感动 不再沉浸在诗的美好中 而我此时这种对文字美缺失的状态 即是我人生的状态 因为青春是一本仓促的书 最浓重的一笔 需要留给未来.


所有的结局都已写好
所有的泪水也都已启程
却忽然忘了是怎麽样的一个开始
在那个古老的不再回来的夏日
无论我如何地去追索
年轻的你只如云影掠过
而你微笑的面容极浅极淡
逐渐隐没在日落后的群岚
遂翻开那发黄的扉页
命运将它装订得极为拙劣
含著泪
我一读再读
却不得不承认
青春是一本太仓促的书

谢谢学妹们送的这首诗！

I couldn't even recall the last time I heard the word "dream".It seemed far far away now and I'm a completely different person.

I used to think dreams can really lift me up. But instead, they sank me to the valley of despair. I know that kind of feeling, when what you believe in became overwhelmed by dogmas. Confidence was eroded bit by bit and the power of will started to falter. That was when all started to fail.

I gave up the one person I love and cherish in this world, because somehow I became convinced that I'm weaker than I used to be. The shadow started to spread all over until it engulfed what was left of me. I don't even know where am I going anymore and trust me, that was the harshest thing you can ever experience.

So I lost my faith. That sort of turned me into trusting people until I realized how selfish and ugly we are. It really stunned me, the atrocities we are capable of.

There is nothing left now until just now when I came to the last line of Steve Jobs's speech:

Stay hungry. Stay foolish.

Life is a struggle and that's what we supposed to do. A dream can never die, it can be only buried or changed. It's a test of faith simply because easy or comfortable is not something you use to describe an adult's life. So just keep going because someday somehow, the light will shine upon you.

I miss the intimacy, the sharing, and everything else.
I wanted to tell you all these but I konw that'll only make you unhappy.
But it really bothers me keeping it all to myself.

It's like awakening from a fantasy that we both believed to be true. I don't know, or perhaps never going to know what this relationship was to you. But it really was the one time I decided to give it all I have, and cast away all the fear, protection or anything that stands in the way. It wasn't easy trying to get things working between us when all seem to be falling apart. It became too hard in the end, and I just lost it. I thought this was leading somewhere as long as I keep trying, until things started to backfire.

I don't even bother about happiness any more. Not before when I had you since I was overwhlemed by it. Not after because I don't care any more.

If blaming me or hating me makes you feel better, by all means. At least I can be someone to you...

海阔天空 在勇敢以后 要拿执着打破命运的锁

一个人最大的敌人之一便是嫉妒。因为过度的自我膨胀，我们总是下意识地看低别人，或者是对人产生崇拜。看低别人是因为我们认为自己优秀，因为这种错觉我们会夸大每一次成功而逃避每一次失败。对人崇拜是因为我们觉得生命有了目标，我们想要变成甚至超过那个优秀的他，我们忽略的是每个人都有自己的速度和方式，因为急于求成而去模仿或寻求捷径往往为来日种下祸根。
正是因为这样我们才需要学会感恩。学会感恩，学会感动，学会理解我们才能够驾驭自己的虚荣与物质心理。于此同时我们也应该保持进取，但只有超越自己才是真正的进取。没有任何一次胜利应该建立在痛击他人的快感上，没有一次失败值得我们否定自己。唯有对于自我的执着，对于命运的忠诚才能建设一个坚强的灵魂。因为不断地进取与思考，这个坚强的灵魂将成就不凡，这个坚强灵魂将改变千千万万的人。这便是命运对成功最好的奖励，不一定充满鲜花与掌声，但会将你的心装满对世界的爱，因为你，绝望的角落多了一丝温暖，而你也对明天充满期待。

原来happily ever after真的只是童话里的结局
我们一起建筑在沙滩上的城堡
经不住太多的风浪
又或是苛刻的完美
只能选择回归海的怀抱
回去那个梦开始的地方
明天的以后
当看到那些闪烁的沙砾
你还会记得吗？

这是我给你的最后的唯美
或许从来没有什么是唯美的
但是因为你相信
我也相信
希望我们种在彼此心里的那棵树
继续成长

你的爱就是我的不夜城...
爱没有聪不聪明 也没有输赢对错-这是我们的开始 也是我们的结束

I'm lost,where is your hand?