It’s ok to be selfish. But things always go wrong when a belief is taken to the extreme. So we must learn where and when to draw the line, to declare boundaries. Being envious is one thing, feeling superior or inferior as a result of being envious is just wrong.
We all have our own demons. The important thing is to keep on fighting them. Don’t ever succumb to your weaker side, it’ll only drag you further down the moral abysm. The transient feeling of letting going is not worth a fulfilling life when you try to fight for it.

Why did you,out of all these people,take away the fire from me.
Your abandonment crushed all I've aspired to.
My heat,my love,my beauty and my glad.
The last shine I've promised my angle long ago.
The love that has grown ever so softly,
dies.

Despite the misunderstanding between us,my heart always guides me,telling me the sole truth in this universe-I love you.And I've no doubt about that.
I hope you heart tells you to do the same.Whenever you are in doubt,don't ever forget that we love each other.Like the sun rises and falls everyday,darkness at night is inevitable,or else we wouldn't cherish tomorrow's sunshine.
Even I was surrounded by darkness,you are the sunshine inside of me that guides me through.I hope I'm your sunshine too.

最终还是选了电机工程.童年那个科学家的梦仿佛又近了一步.

有时候童年的梦想或许才是最真实的，那时候没有所谓理想的束缚，没有任何的顾虑，只是纯粹的喜欢.

童年里，世界的每一处角落都是印在心底的画卷，五彩缤纷，勾起想象的纵情肆意.有时候在踢完球躺在草地上看夕阳，既没有满腹闲愁，更没有繁琐晦涩的欲加之词，只是一味地看，用心地赏，是何等潇洒惬意.

然而人一旦老了，心也就随之枯萎了，我们日渐增长的脑力使之变得迟钝，既看不清周遭，更钻不透自己.朋友说我越来越年轻了，自己也不禁欣喜.脑力帮我们解决现世的问题，心却可以让我们感受现世的美.比起人生难以计数的问题，感受人生的美反而显得更实际.

感受到生活之美的人，不仅在为自己，也是在为世界增添希望.

Speaking of hypocrite

The truth is, I think humans are disgusting. We are hypocritical selfish bastards, driven by fear and greed. We spread like virus into every corner, engulfing and homogenizing beliefs and lifestyles that differ from our own. We pray for salvation, fantasizing about perfection. We’ve obviously forgotten about how we’ve degenerated through the span of human history, morally and intellectually. Simply look at how we’ve perpetuated the lifestyle that consumes the earth while decreases the quality of living. We are nowhere better than we were thousands years ago, when life is stripped of all the ugliness and trifling details of modern living.
BUT still we live. Thriving, if you may say. Though not every single maneuver aims for the common good, increasingly more people are becoming discerned about what we can become of, if we continue the wrongdoings. We uphold the virtue of hard work, which forms the foundation of social justice that in term encourages compassion. It turns out we are capable of saving ourselves, without much external help but with the recognition of a bigger power.
Save yourself, save the world. Hypocrisy on the other hand, is just a necessary evil.

Ever wondered how come the great people all happen to be mavericks?
My guess will be social life is degenerative in nature.It's pernicious influence exposes us to the ignorance and short-sightedness of society.But it doesn't mean we should ban social life and make us all into communists.We should still enjoy life and realx a bit sometimes.Hurrying for success doesn't improve the chances of your success,such hastiness will only aggrevate your anxiousness and blind you form seeing the truth.
However much as we are living lives to their fullest,we need something other than joy to make life meaningful.We need to create values,for ourselves and the society.Ergo if being the same doesn't make life much different,we need to be different in order to achieve extraodinary things.And that means not only behave,but also think and aspire differently.Don't ever let the ordinary ruins you extraodinary self.Be the dreamer others wouldn't dare.

惜缘

四年前的同一个选择把天各一方的我们拉到了一起，四年后的我们又因为梦想而分离。不变的是我们的默契，以及人生中那种恰如其分，恰到其时的相遇。我们度过了最彷徨无知，懵懂的四年。以后更多的四年当中，愿你们微笑着度过。人生的美丽只如初见，为我们相见，也为我们离别的友谊干杯......