Prayer

You've no idea the kind of courage it'll take to type out those words-"Do you wanna give it another try between the two of us?"
The greater challenge comes in when I need to delete those words,after realizing how happy you are now from the things you've told me.
I'm sick of myself and my helplessness in this situation.
I know you couldn't care less about how I feel.Indeed you aren't obliged to do so.
It simply hurts me to imagine that as so many wonderful things start to unfold in life and you aren't part of the picture.
I'm left with nothing,but the power of prayer to overcome my predicament.
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So I'll pray,that this much tortured mind of mine will grow from its pain and hardship,that the strongest storm will not destroy it,but grants it peace.